some reading material
The Heart that Broke Mine
Do you ever wake up from a dream and are convinced that everything you just saw was 100% real? You sit up, confused, and then the confusion turns to a whole bunch of other emotions you can’t control. I don’t remember my dreams often, but the ones that I do are always sad or terrible…
What it is to try
Sometimes, I believe that I’m cursed, just like in the medieval days. It sounds a bit silly when I say it out loud, but it feels like no matter how hard I try to be kind or helpful, it’s never enough. All that’s left for me to do is remove an arm or a leg…
It Does Come Back
It’s no secret that I suffer from mental health issues. Ones that can often cause similarly big problems in my personal relationships. However, I am aware of my issues and that they can sometimes come between reality and fiction. This was the first realisation I had which helped me to try and deal healthily when…
Don’t forget the gas for your lighter
gaslight/ˈɡaslʌɪt/ verb gerund or present participle: gaslighting manipulate (someone) by psychological means into doubting their own sanity. When going through a shitty time in life we often believe that what we are experiencing we both deserve and that it’ll never come to an end. Know that this isn’t the case and that eventually there are…
Road to recovery
Hey again from me, Bee! So today I’d like to open up about my depression and how I deal with it daily. I’m sure anyone who reads my blog regularly is over having to read about depression, but it’s such a big thing and so widespread that I feel it should be spoken about often.…
I can rebound if I want to…
You always read about how a rebound relationship is meant to be doomed from the word go and that it’s basically the downtown of relationships. I call bullshit, just saying. What up it’s yo girl Bee again, I’ve had writer’s block for a couple of days and I’m pretty sure I still do, but I’m…
Rough times and random rants
Lord, have mercy on my soul! Hey, what’s up ya’ll, sorry for the radio silence. Life has been busy and quite hectic lately. We’ve moved into our new place and it’s the cutest thing on Earth, I feel like I have my very own little family. I’ve got my beautiful Catthew (the lover) and our…
Quiet
Have you ever gone through a phase in your life where you really just feel like being silent? Or you enjoy the silence a lot more than you did before? I recently noticed that I no longer feel awkward when faced with silence, rather I embrace it. What is the point in constantly yapping on…
Change
So basically in 2018 I went through a pretty rough time mentally, that ultimately ended up with me making a whole bunch of scary decisions. I was unemployed, depressed and super stuck. I walked away from a long term relationship, moved into a friends place which, unfortunately didn’t work out and I pretty much just…
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